Pity you.. N Pity me too

"mimi.. breathe... as deep as u can.."
my tears won't stop from flowing down my cheek.
she's not usually like that..
we used to spend quality time together lying on the bed n catch up on each other's stories..
that what sisters always do right when they meet..
here's the thing..
she's changed..
we had a fight.. no details here.. but it IS a WAR..
for once.. i think i hate her..
how could she do n say something like that to me..
i'm sure u readers don't get what i'm trying to say here..
all i want to say is i think i had just lost a sister..

Gonna Face It Like A Man

time flies.. yeah.. i'm fucking scared.. i kept dreaming about taking the SPM paper. not the result.. what does that mean huh! it creeps me hell out here..
btw. this feeling is torturing me.. F la..
when it comes to the day 1. my tummy will be fully occupied by pink polka dots butterflies flying here n there.. 2. i'll be damn shy n dunno how to face skool ever again.. 3. still.. i'll walk through everything n face it like a man!

Cyber bf

does it really work? i mean. the cyber relationship..
well.. smone proposed me today.. n y am i dat excited?
i've known him for like 2 weeks.. the last time i saw him was like 2 years ago.
i have 2 admit he's cute.. we were in the same group last time.. n he was totally innocent!
here's the best part. both of us have our own lover..
what should i say? he's fine . he's absolutely sensible .. like taylor said.
he is sensible n so incredible. he says everything I need to hear and it's like
i couldn't ask for anything better.. =)

Happy Bday IBU!

yesterday was my ibu's birthday.. me n my sis bought her a set of bed sheet. it is purple in colour.. unfortunately,it is not the same size of my ibu's bed.. we bought the queen size one. LoL. ibu's bed is king size. so my sis had to go back to Isetan and change it.
luckily, she still had the receipt. That night, we had dinner in famous thai restaurant. it's not that famous. dont get me wrong. famous thai is the name of the restaurant.

Is it me?

i was wondering how am i gonna live like this.
sometimes life teaches me to face the truth that i'm not good enough.
i'm a coward.
i dont dare to face it if i fail or disappoint people around me
somehow, it's great to know that people do care about me
i am being myself
but i'm scared..
i'm scared to know what am i going to turn out to be.
is it really me ..?

i am extremely sorry for those who felt disappointed with me.
me, myself and i is not a fake person.

it's just me.

The way i loved you.

Everything's cool,
It's all gonna be okay,
And I know maybe I'll leave and laugh about it someday
But not today
Cause I don't feel so good,I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me
And it might be wonderful or it might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
but even if I fall in love again with someone else
It could never be the way I loved you
Letting you go is making me feel so cold,
And I've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt
But that makes it worse,
See, I'm a wreck inside my tongue is tied and my whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need.

dedicated to: f.b.i.

I'm a newbie!

well hello everyone.. since i'm new here, please do not say i'm suck at this..
cuz i'm still trying..
For a start.. i had a really bad day today..
everything is a mess.. urgh!
well i dont wanna mess it here.. oh yea! thanks 4 dropping by..
do this more often kayh!

♥ mimi