Pity you.. N Pity me too

"mimi.. breathe... as deep as u can.."
my tears won't stop from flowing down my cheek.
she's not usually like that..
we used to spend quality time together lying on the bed n catch up on each other's stories..
that what sisters always do right when they meet..
here's the thing..
she's changed..
we had a fight.. no details here.. but it IS a WAR..
for once.. i think i hate her..
how could she do n say something like that to me..
i'm sure u readers don't get what i'm trying to say here..
all i want to say is i think i had just lost a sister..

Gonna Face It Like A Man

time flies.. yeah.. i'm fucking scared.. i kept dreaming about taking the SPM paper. not the result.. what does that mean huh! it creeps me hell out here..
btw. this feeling is torturing me.. F la..
when it comes to the day 1. my tummy will be fully occupied by pink polka dots butterflies flying here n there.. 2. i'll be damn shy n dunno how to face skool ever again.. 3. still.. i'll walk through everything n face it like a man!

Cyber bf

does it really work? i mean. the cyber relationship..
well.. smone proposed me today.. n y am i dat excited?
i've known him for like 2 weeks.. the last time i saw him was like 2 years ago.
i have 2 admit he's cute.. we were in the same group last time.. n he was totally innocent!
here's the best part. both of us have our own lover..
what should i say? he's fine . he's absolutely sensible .. like taylor said.
he is sensible n so incredible. he says everything I need to hear and it's like
i couldn't ask for anything better.. =)